story of my life;

Thursday, February 28, 2008

8:30 AM

Just gotten my semestral result yesterday. Hmm all i could say was, well it was kinda expected except for one. Hah! Gems sucks la. Of all the grades and all you could give me was that. No comments. But i bet i was due to my attendance that it turned out like that. I am thankful though that i dont have to forward module any of the modules especially prmp, since i kinda screw up on the paper during exams. Oh wells, this marks the end of year 2 and the beginning of the FINAL JOURNEY.

As i recall, "always start with graduation in mind". Now knowing that i'll be a senior in poly it feels kinda different. Because now we have to work extra extra hard for all the FYPs and not forgetting our ITP in the following semester. Time really flies that fast and the next thing you know you'll be graduating soon and then it's over for poly. Darn! I'm soooooo gonna miss those days in poly - mugging, staying back late to do projects, doing rehearsals, eating in all the FCs, playng tai-ti with them, sitting in between shelves in the library, being enthu and high with my course/classmates, and am especially gonna miss the crazy bunch of people in my class, etc. 03 we are soooooo gonna rock forever and create history in DMC man! Woohoo :)

&the beauty.

8:09 AM

Two days ago i went back in history. No, it's not what you think it is. Haha. Apparently i went back to my childhood days where i would watch all those disney cartoons & movies if they ever come on tv. Yeap i spent my time in front of the computer watching Aladdin, Cinderella & Snow White. Hehe. I know i'm too big to watch all this shows but who cares. There's always a kid in every one of us. If i can remember, back then i used to borrow the Aladdin tape (as what i would call it) from my uncle and i would watch it over and over again. The movie's nice so what do you expect. Gonna watch more disney movies later on.

Went to Pasir Labar camp to watch along's Passing Off Parade. He graduated again. Congrats! Nothing much to see except the marching and award giving part. Ouh ouh! & i must tell you this. Haha we sang the national anthem too as what they would normally do. As usual we had to respect, meaning standing straight and singing the anthem. My adik didnt sing initially, but being him you know what he'll sing. & there i was standing beside him trying to control my laughter. I mean i couldnt possibly burst out laughing while the anthem plays and everyone is like singing. So here's what happened. During the verse he would just mumble any nonsensical words but when it comes to the chorus, you wanna know what he sang?

Me(& the rest of the people there): Majulah Singapura!
Adik: MERDEKA Singapura, MERDEKA Singapura!
Me: (Trying to control myself from laughing) ....
Adik:(Once again) MERDEKA Singapura....
(Music ends)...
Adik: K, lepas ni lagu apa pulak? Jalan-jalan, jalan-jalan (Translation: After this what song?)
Me: (Controlling my laughter again)

Wakakakakaka! Adik you are so lame la. I couldnt stand myself after that and started laughing out loud. Even when i tried telling my parents i burst out laughing first before i could say anything. Adik, adik. Asal kau ni selenge. Luckily no one else heard, i mean i'll be more embarrassed than him man. Had some food after the "parade" and it was good! Me & mum had a 2nd round, but had mee siam instead of rice again. Then headed to CWP with dad to finally send my phone for repair. Haiyo.. the person said it will cost around 50 to 150 bucks. Hope it's not 150 though. It's only the LCD screen so why need to pay so much for it?

& one more thing. I know this person has been waiting and longing for this day so here goes. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my cuz..

Nurilawati Bte Ismail

Happy 21st Birthday cuz! Sorry ar semalam salah type sms ar. I said "20" instead of "21". Hahah my mistake. Anyway ni confirm mesti tak keje tau mentang2 birthday dia. Kekekz. Ok la do hope you have a great day today spending time with your friends, family and your B. Still remember those days back then at nyai's house when we were young eh.

Alright till then! :)

&the beauty.

2:40 PM

Ok i'm bored at home and currently i have nothing to blog about except the part where they went to catch the Singapore AirShow without me. Damn! Ouh and apparently i saw Rajan on tv yesterday on Vasantham Central. I think he's a judge in the show. Oh well, saw this random stuff on friendster, so here goes.

Terrible Twos!If you opened it, you have to do it.

Two Names You Go By:
1. Nurul 2. Janna

Two Songs You Love Listening To At TheMoment:
1. I believe 2. Mary Jane

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. Gold ring 2. Pajamas

Two Things You Want in a Relationship:
1. Honesty 2. Love (of course!)

Two of Your Favorite Things to do:
1. Sing, sing & sing 2. Sleep

Two Things You Want Very Badly At The moment:
1. Money, money, money (ka-ching! $$$) 2. Brazilian wax???

Two pets you had/have:
1. Fish(ed) 2. Cats(ed)

Two things you did last night:
1. Watched tv 2. Cook maggi to eat

Two things you ate today:
1. Bread with planta 2. Koko Krunch

Two people you Last Talked To:
1. Adik 2. Mum

Two Things You'll be doing tomorrow:
1. Go online again 2. Fold clothes??? (maklumlah anak pompan satu-satunya, tak mcm satu tu)

Two places you want to go:
1. MOS (haha. i know.) 2. Disneyland again

Two favorite beverages:
1. Honeydew Milk Tea 2. Strawberry Yoghurt

Two favorite channels:
1. Apa ar?? 2. Ehh.. Disney Channel?

Two favorite foods:
1. Fried macaroni? 2. Wanton Mee!!!! A must-have for Meeeee!!!

Two things you want to do before you die:
1. Get married and have a family (chey! insya'allah) 2. Fulfill whoever's last wishes

Two most impt person:
1. Mum 2. Adik

&the beauty.

8:09 AM

Sometimes i feel life is so unjust to me.
Why can't i be like others.
& why cant others be like them. If only;
I can if i want to.
Because i follow my heart more than my mind.
But i dont because of Him.
Judge me if you want to, cos i ain't care bout anything.
But you can't force me.
Because you are NOT me.

&the beauty.

4:07 PM

ps: pardon my unglam moments in the video. & yes that skinny old lady is excercising.

&the beauty.

2:09 PM

I want my phone repaired so i can use it again.

I hate the siemens phone. It's crazy. It offs and hung up by itself :(

&the beauty.

1:00 PM

Yesterday was fun even though i didnt get to stay overnight. But yea we had a DMC chalet for the first time ever! At least some from each class came and even a few year ones. Me, nad, nurul, netty, eil & rahim were the first to check in since we left early to shop for the food stuff. I cooked macaroni (aka pasta as what they called it) the first thing and they said it was good. Yays, credits to me! We had bbq chicken, sausages, crabmeat, etc. But bbq was kinda slow so we decided to start frying the food in the kitchen at night.

Nul's cousin, kak Ima came too and she was of a great help. Especially in the kitchen when it comes to the cooking. Rajan, Andrew Ang & Kenneth Wong came too later that night but all the female lecturers couldn't make it :( Later on many started to enter the kitchen cos that's where all the delicious food were from (since it took such a long time to bbq). & we decided to fry the chicken too, which turns out to be black not because it was burnt or something but honey glazed. Food was great, drinks were alright since i dont drink but they brought a lot of bottles there. Nul hid some, afraid there wont be enough for later on that night.

Speaking of later on that night, yea i missed the dance floor part. So wasted la, cos need to go home already. Damn you! Before i left with mich & kenn they set up the "dance floor" with the christmas lights and there was even a "bar". Haha kinda looks like a clubbing scene. Still wish i was there. Great music, great people, great food! Who wouldn't wanna miss that?

&the beauty.

12:45 PM

Ok another birthday again. So here goes. A happy 19th birthday to..

Kenn Boey Kae Hua

Haha. I know your full name even though kenn isn't part of it. Is it? Nevermind, well yea a happy 19 to you my so-called buddy. Yeap that's what they say. Hey buddy buddy, hey buddy hey buddy swing! Ok enough. Anyways have fun celebrating with your friends today (pangseh don't want to celebrate with us). Ok ok i know, you got plans already haha! Stay happy and have the nicest birthday this year buddy. Drink as much as you want to till you get drunk, wasted or whatsoever. Bla, bla, bla... & er this is the best picture i have of you anyway (ps: he's character is sthg like the picture, mad fella. haha. no offence if you read this. & he does lame things too.)

&the beauty.

2:15 PM

Saturday, 4 plus in the afternoon, 090208
Walks towards the kitchen. Looks at oneself in the mirror on the way. Stops. Reverse and looks at oneself again.
"Omg! I look fat! Did i gain weight from all that eating at the bbq?"
Turns, stares into the mirror. Looks at oneself and back in the mirror. "Oh, horrible."

Finished my movie marathon like finally.

Really need a job, in need of $$$ to spend.

Watched A Walk to Remember like 5 times, and i cried again (which is like for the fifth time?).

&the beauty.

8:33 AM

Well i know it's Monday now but i was back home from the ever-so-wonderful family bbq at ecp on saturday afternoon. Seriously i had fun with them cos it's been such a long time and now we've grown up, being young adults as compared to the last time we had a family bbq when we were still young and some of us were in our sec and pri school days.

My family went there on thursday afternoon instead while some were already there the night before. & phew! The journey was damn tiring. Since we didnt have any vehicle we took the bus and alighted at marina parade then walked to ecp. But believe it or not. When we reached ecp we were only at area C and the camp area was at area F!!!! &%*%^*&%#&^#^%! So yea you guessed it, we had to walk all the way from C to F and it took us a fucking 1 1/2 hours to get there (baik2 sampai kul 3 lebih in the end sampai kul 5 lebih). But paman aziz and b. yati came halfway to fetch syakir and some of our stuff.

Reached there and finally had some place to sit and rest. We were kinda the last ones to reached but oh well the bbq hasn't quite started yet (haha! that's what i'm targeting at). Had bbq chicken, bbq sambal stingray, cheese sausage, corn (which tasted funny), mmmmmarshmellows with chocolate coated on it. Yumm. Ouh man fat fat fat! Lol. Along then left at night and came back with his bunch of friends. So they bbq a little for them just to jama sikit (kesian kan la da datang terpaksa bbq kan korang. tengok betapa bagusnya dorang). Off to sleep on that first day with my mum in the tent. But something woke us up la! I was still lying down with my eyes closed when i heard some "kechiok, kechiok" sound but i knew it wasnt my mum cos she didnt move at all. Then when i turned towards her i saw this small dark thing on the tent mat and i shook my mum to wake her up.

Me: Eh bu ada katak ar dalam tent (Mum there's a frog in the tent)

Mum: Hah! Alamak. Abang!

Haha so apparently both of us quickly rushed out and a grabbed the torchlight to shine the light in the tent while my dad tried to get it out. Ila was laughing all the way while she was helping us. Lol and i found out that my adik was the one that saw the frog and tried to chase it before it went in our tent (Yang heran nye apa banyak2 tent, tent aku jugak dia nak masuk). Woke up the next day and we went for a "swim" in the sea. The water was damn cold. Had fries for breakfast. Haha fries eh, fats early in the morning? Played some board games. & then we saw this nyonya excercising. It was damn funny i tell you. She looked robotic and her movements were so slow la (i'll upload the video once i get it). After that we had some games with the MOTHERS since they suggested a YOUNG vs OLD game.

Played dog&bone and captain's ball. Omg i tell you, we were all damn rough man. Haha all the slapping, the pulling and the pushing (the pictures says it all later). Thanks eh, MOTHERS for all the prize you have given us till my body aches like hell for 3 days now. The YOUNG won for dog&bone but lost in captain's ball. Huh! How can that be??? Had steamboat for the 2nd night then all of us sat down together to view all the pictures and videos. You know us, if we are to look at photos or pictures we are sure to comment on them and make funny2 comments/gestures. Haha we just cant keep our mouth shut, what can i say!

Day 3, had fries and sausages for breakfast now. Even though we kept eating the same thing, it was still yummy. Who doesnt like food seyy. Went for a swim again that morning and the water was freezing cold as compared to yesterday's. Started packing, ready to head home. Had the last stick of ice-cream before we left and then there's goodbye ecp! for now :)

PS: I know i look unglam in all the pictures. No comments. & bik, paman bila nak belanja kita semua karaoke???

&the beauty.

12:43 PM

Off to East Cost Park for the family bbq today. Wee~
Probably be back till friday or saturday. I'm gonna have fun!

Ok. I know it's a little bit too late but here's wishing a HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to...

Joyce Wong Seow Mei

Haha. Hey babe i didnt forget you aight! I did sms you on the day of your birthday but i aint sure whether you receive it anot (her brithday's yesterday by the way). Lol anyways hope you have a great time this year now that you're a year OLDER. Finally someone can join sher in the age-19 clan. Haha miss you all lots though :)

PS: This year i may be holding back all your presents my friends cos i'm totally broke :(

&the beauty.

6:52 PM

Ok i've just changed my blogskin and i think this one looks better than my first one. Kinda looks more cheerful and bright. Hehe that's what i like!

Alright my tagboard's ok now. Not sure what happened just now. Couldnt appear on my baby. But now i've changed the colour all and i think it suits the new skin :))))

Off to buy stuff to make some cornflakes for CNY! Anybody wants some??

&the beauty.

2:46 PM

Eeeww. My adik just shit on the toilet floor. Damn disgusting. It's all like cair and dark brown on the floor. Yucks yucks. Adik you remind me of Jackass the Movie.

Yuuuucckss!!! Blech :/

Damn you. Gotta go get a bath now. I know but i dont smell. Haha

&the beauty.

12:13 PM

Lately i've been spending my time online and watching DVDs to catch up with the loads amount of time that i've been spending on school and studies. So now i'm trying to complete all the DVDs that i've borrowed from my uncle. Done watching HP ATOOP and Stardust. Stardust was great but HP, well yea t'was alright but a disappoinment in the ending though.

(Yea i know im kinda late watching all these movies but who cares. This is what happens when you've got no $$$ and time to watch movies back when it has just been released in the cinemas.)

Have yet to complete the rest but i've watched I Now Pronouce You... halfway. But for me, the ultimate would have to be A Walk to Remember. Yea i know again. Even though that movie has long been released i just watched it like a few days back. I so love that movie i dont even know what to say. It really touches your heart even from the beginning. I cried like shit when i watched it the first time and twice the second time. They're such a sweet couple but sadly she had to leave him in the end. I'm so gonna watch that again no matter what. & i'd tell you i will cry again. Wish they were a real couple instead of onscreen. But recently Mandy Moore has gained quite a weight i must say. Ouh what the heck, she's good in acting to me.

I'll always remember
Those late afternoon...

&the beauty.

7:26 PM

Hmm forget to include some videos that i took too. Watch out for my aunt, who always kena disturbed by us.

&the beauty.

6:16 PM

Saturday & Sunday has been busy and alright for me. Didnt had much sleep for both days. Slept at Mich's around 4 am that sat morning and woke up around 9 plus as we had to leave. Reached home but had little time to rest and soon had to leave again to aunt's to help out with anything for my cousin's wedding. Stayed there till midnight then left to fetch my brother. Yea he's back from taiwan. But i didnt managed to fetch him from the airport cos i was too tired. So my parents went while the rest of us stayed in the van to sleep.

Reached home around 4 plus in the morning, threw myself in bed, didnt even wash my face to remove my make-up. & before you know it, had to wake up early in the morning to proceed to aunt's place again for the wedding. All of us wore purple that day especially the females. Beginning was alright and a little boring. When the bride and groom arrived all of us ran to see. Took pictures with them and the rest of the family. The music accompaniment was great. Ouh and the leader's kinda cute too. Haha. There was even a dance performance from Seri Wana. I didnt really helped out that much cos the wedding was catered and there were workers from the catering company to help out clear the plates and wash it. So more time for me to slack and enjoy (i was still tired anyway). Later on makbu wanted to give kak timah & cik hai a birthday surprise. So they planned to make a dedication. & guess what i was sabo-ed to sing happy birthday and a little duet song with my dad. Damn! But it was alright even though i screwed up a little :/

We also danced a little as the band played some songs to end and wrap up their performance. Mak Long was damn funny la (hai, kaki sakit2 pon susah nak bangun tapi bila part joget. hah amek kau! punya la happening. haha). The wedding ended quite well. & did i tell you the wedding cake was super nice. It's something kinda unique actually in which you dont normally see because it's not the normal kind of wedding cake that's like squarish or in heights. Instead it's all like cupcakes. Yummy! I wanna have that for my wedding day too. Hehe. & i took home some white orchids too cos we were told that we could bring home the flowers as the wedding service company didnt need it. So i took home like a bouquet. Lol.

Headed to paman aziz's house next which is like nearby. We celebrated nyai's belated birthday which falls on the 29th Jan. Happy belated birthday grandma!! Even though we didnt bought you any present (but just the cupcakes and some flowers from the wedding) we still love you! The whole family also planned for a big bbq this coming wed. Cant wait for it. It's been a long time since we had a family bbq. & i just love having bbq with them as we could spend time together and bond more especially since all of us have been very busy with school and work. We'll all be pitching our tents and thon at ECP too. So yea that's how we'll be spending our CNY hols. & speaking of CNY, i'd like to wish all my cheena friends a HAPPY COMING CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! Hope you have fun peeps even though i'm already starting to miss going to school with you guys. Anyways we already planned who would bring what on that day. & i so wanna go bike riding with my cousins. Damn it's been long since i played with them (dont think dirty ar!). Still remember those times when i was still young. We would all go downstairs at the open space in front of nyai's block to play or even just outside the lift - me, along, ila, nana, zul, etc. Haiz, wish i was still small.

I had cake from Secret Recipe - nice but a little too sweet, epok2 & nachos. Yum! Then before we left i asked paman whether he has any nice DVDs that i could borrow. & the moment he took it out everyone starts rummaging through. Haha you should have seen everyone's reaction it was damn funny. That's what i like about this big family of ours, always joking around and talking nonsense. I managed to borrow Harry Potter ATOOP, Stardust, I am Legend, Alvin & the Chipmunks, License to Wed, I Now Pronounce You Chuck & Larry, & Hairspray. & omg there was 27 Dresses too! I wanted to borrow that but bibik has yet to watch it so yea. Waaaaaahhhh! Lol. Paman then made us write in his Borrowed Items List book. Haha to be safe la katakan. Bibik also made a check to ensure everything we borrowed was ok.

Well 'nuff said about what happened. Here are some pics. Enjoy :)

The bride & groom

With the parents

With the family

Dance performance by Seri Wana

The whole gang

Second outfit - cant really see though

Kiter main kahwin2

This little cutsie here just couldnt stay still & stop whining. Haha

Dounle chin. That's b. net's hand

Oohhhh

Happy 68th belated birthday nyai!

&the beauty.

3:33 PM

Lots have happened ever since the last day of exams. & now's the time for me to update about what i did during the weekends. Hmm first of all i'd like to say that i'm sorry for not telling you but i had no choice. It's all that i could do to escape from it. & thanks to you babes i really had fun that night - thanks for the tour too :)

Went out with sher, joyce, nurul, nad, mich & connie on friday night. Was supposed to be a class thing but apparently the guys ps us. So it's kinda like a girls night out that night. Still i had fun with them. So yea met them at BK first and guess what all of us were in black!! Haha except mich though cos she didnt have a black dress to wear. Oh and nul's cousin came too. It was a little scary too initially but it was alright. Paid 15 bucks for it (nurul i kena cheated by you! haha) in which we all thought it was gonna be 12. There goes my extra 3 bucks and i had no money left.

S was empty but A was cool and damn packed. As we went in we kinda got lost and went "blind" due to the dry ice smoke that came out of no where. Apparently all of us got deaf (also because we stayed near the damn speaker). Sent sher home as she gotta get back early but before we could leave they played "ME & YOU". & we went like "ooohhhhhh! last one, last one". I couldnt walk properly as my feet were killing me. I too had to get back early with mich and con. & poor mich, she lost her dear phone. It's no wonder when i called her, a guy picked up - i thought she left her phone at home and her dad picked it up. But i hung up. Luckily nul helped her cancel her phone line. & her dad was so nice to help renew it back again. Her parents weren't even mad at all la but they're so nice. Thanks mich for letting me stay over.

Well here are some pictures we took that night. It's not a lot though :(

&the beauty.

2:14 PM

I'm falling in love with this song...

Hentikanlah saja jenaka bermadah - Biasa terlalu sering ku dengar - Ceritera cinta tiada berubah - Hanya mimpi yang indah - Akhirnya nanti kecewa...

&the beauty.

12:46 AM

Am supposed to be asleep right now but i just cant seem to. Probably cos i slept in the afternoon. Well, this is it. It's finally over! Yes. Exams are so over now and the holidays are here. 10 weeks in which i havent plan it for anything yet. & i realised too that it's the end of year 2 for us. Can you believe it? & here i am thinking that i'm still in year one. Gosh time flies quickly when you're NOT having fun, but having to deal with all those projects and CAs. Hey come to think of it, i wont be sitting for any exams anymore after this. Yay!

Prmp paper was tough for me today. I felt sad cos i couldnt finish the paper. I dunno why but my mind went totally blank just now. It was like all the points that i've memorised were all mixed up and i'm not sure which is which. & i couldnt link the points to the articles either. I feel like an idiot sitting for the paper, freezing like mad, fingers getting numb from all the writing and the cold temp. Hopefully i dont flunk the module or be a FMS. But thanks sher for comforting me after the paper even though i almost shed my tears. You're always a friend in need :)

Went to get our MPP marks after that. Surprisingly we got 96/100!! Yea, im so proud of our group. After all the hard work that we've gone through just for the CA, i guess we really deserved the marks. Hehe. Good job Nurul, Joyce, Kenn, Sher, Joseph, Connie & not forgetting me! Credits to "The HUggHhgghh!!". Next up prmp, well it was alright. Cant rmb how much we got though. Headed to Rajan's room as we needed to tell him about the DMC chalet. In fact all dmc lecturers are invited. Looking forward to the day (hope i can make it). Talked to Ms Peter later on. Ouh and she adviced us that if we were to get attached (a)dont hook up with someone from the same course/class/building & (b)find someone who's RICH! Haha she's really a funny person.

Headed to sher's house next cos we were suppose to head to town with con to walk around and maybe try and look for any part-time jobs that are available (uurgh i so need a job!). Managed to watch some bits & pieces of Jackass 2. Some parts are gross so i forwarded it. Lol. & this sheryl ar, haiyo! Kept asking me what to wear. Haha anything you wear suits you la babe! She asked me so many times la that i think i finally gave up. Lol. Ouh and sorry babe, i had to leave halfway. Felt bad leaving you alone though ): nvm but i promise you next time we'll go out together k! & her mum's funny seyy. And i hope there's vacancy at Cotton On then we can work together :)

Fetched my brother after that and omg. I was freaking tired and weak. I had to walk from admiralty cos my stupid ezlink has 0 value. Reached home, threw myself on the couch and managed to get a few hours of sleep. I was SUPER tired - tired from all the studying, tired from the restless nights and lack of sleep, tired from the walking, and in pain due to having pms. & my whole body was weak too, even after i woke up. Didnt eat dinner cos i had no appetite. Hmm realised i've been eating very little lately, & i'm so skinny. And i still plan to go jogging la, wth!

Anyway, still wondering whether i should go out tmr. I'm supposed to, but i suddenly feel lazy to go just cos of this pms thing. Haiyo, but i promised sher i'll see her tmr. Hope i can make it guys. If i dont then i'll miss this opportunity which is like "once in a lifetime" for me - probably? Haha.

Well guess it's time for me to get some sleep now.

&the beauty.