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Tuesday, January 6, 2009

8:26 PM

Ytd at work i was doing the usual stuff like i always do without knowing that it was a special day. I totally forgot about it for the first time in my life. Guess i was too busy with going to work everyday and thinking about other stuff. Anyways i rmb about it at my workplace but i couldnt sms her at that point in time since there's no value in my phone.

But dad bought home a cheesecake from Polar [her usual favourite] with some drinks and snacks. Had a mini doa selamat for mum but i dont know why i wasnt in the mood for it. I know it's wrong but i just dont feel good at that point in time. I was having some mix feelings about various stuff that has been going through my mind in which i myself cant figure out what it is or why. Still i had respect for it.

So anyways to ibu >> Happy 46th Birthday! May you be blessed with well wishes and be loved all year long and also have a long life.

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Still having the mix feelings and i still cant figure out what. Managed to update myself with a few of the current songs in my mp3 and i have to say this. Im currently addicted to the song Superhuman. I just love that song and if you wanna know, like seriously i've been listening to that song since last night when i went to bed till now, even when im blogging. I dunno why but the song kinda suits the current mood that im experiencing now. Not that i already know what's going on in my head but yea.

From the moment i stepped out of my house this morning to work till i got back home, that's the only song that's been playing over and over again in my mp3. Even in the office too. Just cant help it. So to those of you out there, go listen to it. Very soothing and touching (:

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Guess it's time that you let me out of your shell. Im big enough to decide for myself what i want and where i wanna go. Even though im the only one, i know what's right or wrong for me. What's good or bad and what's against it or not. You have to let me go and give me my space. Else you'll always be like that. So please understand my needs and wants and release me from your arms.

&the beauty.

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